第三部分

                                                                                “无防！”璎珞轻声回应，气弱游丝，却还是习惯x的挤出笑容“放心，我si……不了！”                                                                                                             “丫头！”                                                                                                             语落，人已经晕迷。                                                                                                             ———————————————————————————————————————                                                                                                             是夜！                                                                                                             璎珞从巨痛中惊醒，伸手紧压着x口，可是无论怎么使力，那里都像是火焚般的痛苦。全身没有一处像是自己的，像是一点一滴被人切割开来。虽然明知云夕有负作用，却不想发作得如此猛烈。                                                                                                             没事的，没事的，她会好起来，她已经吃了药不是吗？这样的痛，她能忍住，可以撑住下来！她要活着，要活着。                                                                                                             可笑吗？像她这样的人，根本就没有任何存在的必要，却还是想要活着。虽然明知自己的si活没人会在乎，虽然明知活着没有任何意义。可她还是想活着，不明就理的想要活。                                                                                                             她活了几千年，仍是不厌倦呢！偏偏就是有这么多人厌倦她了。如神山之人，如众界之人，如……生姐。                                                                                                             闲暇之余，她总是会透过水镜偷看人间百态，想看看所谓的人间之情，是否也如她这一般。越看得多，便越觉得那所谓的“情”竟是那般遥不可及，有时她宁愿自己只是个凡人。也好过神山之上，这漫长永无止尽的日子。                                                                                                             疼痛还在增加，璎珞已经痛到麻林了，只余一丝神智在提醒着自己，撑下去，撑下去，一定要活着。                                                                                                             不知道这种想法从何而来，却是支持璎珞忍受这痛苦的理由，这没有理由的理由！                                                                                                             “尊主！”门外有恭敬的声音响起。